Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Confession of a Broken Heart

What is the use of asking me back now?
Haven’t I got enough of hurting?
I’ve cried to the last drop of my tears.
My wound deep down that no one can see.
Yet you haven’t changed..
Your words disgusted me. You make me feel sick.
What have I done to deserve this?

I hate the way you put the blame on me.
I hate the way you said I am childish.
I hate it when you didn’t understand me.
I hate it when you refused to talk to me.
I hate everything about you.

When I think of the past,
No, I wasn’t happy.
Everytime when we quarrelled;
Everytime when we had cold wars;
Everytime when we fought;
Everytime when you made me cry;
You said those were my fault.

You criticized my friends.
You couldn’t hit off well with them.
Each time you embarrassed me.
Yet I kept giving in to you.
I should have known
They deserve better than you.

My sorrow
That can’t be expressed by words.
Now I shall end my misery.
I turn myself into a cold-blooded girl.
I wave goodbye to the past.

I was silly.

Right from this moment
I will never be sad again.
And never shall I be shaken by your three words.

Monday, May 14, 2007

What's Wrong With Having A Boyfriend?

How I wished I could celebrate Mothers’ Day in Star Restaurant. I miss the super delicious curry prawn there! But grandma refused, so we were forced to have dinner in grandma’s house. Argh, I don’t really like to go there. Can’t stand the kids running and shouting around. Drives me mad! And when my relatives see me, they will be like giving so many comments and keep throwing questions to my face. This time, they did not say I’ve grown taller cause obviously I’ve stopped growing vertically, instead they were more interested in when and where I’m gonna further my studies. Well, at last I could tell them about my JPA and prove to them what a smartass I am! XD Then, my aunt said something awful, “Good, but are you still having a byfriend?” I was like. . . F*CK! My face turned black immediately. I rolled my eyes and answered a NO. It wasn’t because that I had broken up with my ex or anything, it’s just that it reminded me what they had been talking behind my back, and sometimes right infronta me. They think that having a boyfriend will cause my result to deteriorate, having a boyfriend will ruin my future, having a boyfriend is a NO-NO-NO! For goodness’s sake, I had a boyfriend, and I got straight A’s in my SPM. What’s their problem huh? He wasn’t even the first boy whom I met in my entire life, it was just that they didn’t know those two in the past. Why make a fuss? It was really none of their business! Why should they poke their nose in my affair? I’m really tired of them moron!

So yesterday we sort of celebrated Mothers’ Day via a family feast. And I nearly let them feel the power of my fist. At night, dad brought mum and four of us to have supper in Long Poh. By then I’ve already felt better. But unfortunately my camera battery went exhausted before I could take any nice picture of my family. Sobz. . .

I tried on the bathing scale today, and realized that I’m only 40kg! What the. . . I used to be 43kg! What happened? Why have I lost my weight? I’m supposed to grow fatter! How disappointing. I gotta eat more this time.

I found “Just Follow Law” VCD in the living room today. That was a movie I had been waiting to watch! Dad must have borrowed it yesterday. I like Jack Neo’s film. They reflect what’s happening in our real life. Later on, I watched Jin Sheng’s "300" DVD which I had left forgotten for quite a long time. Then Yong Chin said he was going out with his friend and would drop by to get money from me. RM50 that I owed him for Jaring top up card. Kekeke. It happened that I was having a bad hair day. How embarrassing that any guy should see me with that kinda look. But he said I look prettier without make-up on. Whatever. I know I looked terrible. Guys are nothing but liars X(

I took a nap after watching those movies. Until dad turned the door knob so loudly that I woke up with a fright. What on earth. . . He said there was a letter from Taylors. No, I didn’t get the World Class Scholarship, but it said that I’m qualified for the National Scholarship. Who cares about that? It’s useless. They don’t even provide 100% tuition fees. Dad always said I should mind my manners. But is he that well-mannered that he always opens my letter without first getting my permission?

Chia Hui SMS and told me 7pm at PP Café. Stupid Pepe Café which I hated the most! Expensive drinks and awful food. They are going there because Kim said she’s never been there before. They should just go for a two-person-date instead asking me over. So I told him that I hate Pepe and rather watch tv at home. But I guess Jin Sheng and Yaw Theng and Winston will be their gooseberries there XD

Sunday, May 13, 2007

Blogthings

Rockz! Kekeke.

Your Brain's Pattern
Structured and organized, you have a knack for thinking clearly.
You are very logical - and you don't let your thoughts get polluted with emotions.
And while your thoughts are pretty serious, they're anything from boring.
It's minds like yours that have built the great cities of the world!



Since I will be going to America. . . XD

You Are 61% American
Most times you are proud to be an American.
Though sometimes the good ole US of A makes you cringe
Still, you know there's no place better suited to be your home.
You love your freedom and no one's going to take it away from you!


And at last. . .

You Are Bad Girl Sexy
Girl, you are nothing but trouble. And that's hot.
You've got the classic bad girl sexiness mojo going on.
And your badass attitude makes men fear you - and crave you.
Don't give into people who say to tone it down. You're perfect as is.

Gothic Girl

1.45pm- tea time at Secret Recipe
I paid for Zi Li and Chia Hui. Wanted to treat Jin Sheng and Yaw Theng too but they ended up paying me>.<



Went to Tanjung after that. To see monkey? It was quite a boredom. So we shifted to the playground area. Bought 3bottles of my favourite bubbles! XD


By the way, the person who was selling the bubbles asked whether I was a gothic girl. What the freak? NO!


Had dinner at Parit Jawa. A restaurant named "Qian Xi". Waited almost one hour before the food came. I was challenged to eat the fish eyes. It wasn't that bad though, except that one of the eyes was uncooked and I could see blood dripping. Gross X(


Winston wanted me to take a picture of him s**king. And it happened that everyone was pressing their handphone. Erm, not so cool. LOL.

Friday, May 11, 2007

FELDA Scholarship Interview

Being too excited for my JPA result, I nearly forgot about my 2days 1night trip in JB for FELDA Scholarship Interview. Kim and James who were selected too followed my dad’s Naza there, and not forgetting Jess who went along to accompany us and in the meantime to give us her support. I think we were more like going for holiday rather than scholarship interview. We felt so relax and could even joke around, except until the last minute XD But such experience could be quite memorable though. We set out around 4pm on Wednesday. James always has many things to talk about, whether when he’s talking to his peers or adults. Bla bla bla, he kept crapping along the journey and always sounded like an expert in whatever he was talking. I think his words are quite convincing most of the time so he should be a lawyer next time!

We reached my uncle’s saloon which is situated at Taman Sentosa after two hours or so. Four of us went to the shopping complex opposite for a brief shopping. We came to this shop where it’s selling mini pack perfume such as Kenzo Flower and Mochino which cost RM12.90 and RM9.90 each. I did not purchase any though cause I don’t really like the flora smell. I still prefer Anna Sui’s Dolly Girl! Kekeke. Finally I found the stall which is owned by a Thai woman and bought six eye brow pencils as instructed by mum. Meanwhile, three of them especially Joo Kim was laughing and kept uttering “tomato”. She pointed to a product and as I looked, LOL! There were two pictures on the box, before and after which shown brown tits and pink tits. Which means, by using the cream or whatever, our tits will turn pink! I couldn’t help laughing on the spot! It was too hilarious! I wonder if anyone would buy it, perhaps their tits will turn red more like pink due to the swollen skin! XD


Dinner time! Dad brought us to a hawker centre nearly. It wasn’t the usual hawker centre like “Bentayan” here, but all the food stalls were along the street in front of the shop houses. It took us quite a while to walk from the beginning to the end as there were too many stalls. We ordered cha kuey tiao, fried oyster, yee mee, fried fat noodles and not forgetting my favourite chicken wings! Now we know why people think that the fried oyster in Muar is the best. The one we ordered was more like fried egg with flour! It tasted totally awful except that the oyster were big big ones. Uncle didn’t get to join us cause he had got “three more heads to deal with”. So when he closed the shop at 9pm, he dropped us at Jusco Permas Jaya as he and dad went for dinner. SHOPPING! Me and Kim bought a green flip flops each which was priced at only RM2.90! We saw Scarlet’s bra which costs only RM10 each! It wasn’t like those Pasar Malam kind one but considered worthwhile for such price. James was so freaked out as he waited so long for us to try them on. Finally I decided to buy two while Jess bought three. At first I thought my size was 32 but in fact that was too small and tight for me. So actually mine is as big as Jess, although she isn’t exactly that breastful. I should have known better XD

By the time we reached my uncle’s house, it was already 10something or 11pm. We bathed and changed and instead of preparing for the interview, we online and chatted in MSN! I was quite worried for my interview on the next day cause I wasn’t prepared at all, not even my introduction. We played and talked until around 12am, then we shifted upstairs to read more about FELDA. Dad and James were supposed to sleep in the living room while three of us slept in the comfortable room with cosy blanket. We did more talking than reading. So by the time James left the room, I only knew the full name for FELDA and its three management sector. However, we didn’t seem to concern at all. Instead, we had our precious time doing girls talk while lying in the dark. Although I was sleepy, I love the feeling! We hardly ever have chance for any slumber party or stay over. Lying on the bed and share your own stories or even secrets to your girl pals, I bet it brings us closer to each other. Anyway Kim did most of the talking about her previous relationships, and later on I told a bit of mine too. There were several times when I nearly dozed off but awoken by her voice.


6.45am, my alarm rang. I turned it off and continued to sleep, and repeated twice until 7.10am, when I finally brought myself to wake up and brushed my teeth. Both of them were still sleeping like lazy pigs, without bothering even when I tried to wake them up. That morning we only managed to bite some bread in a bread shop before heading to Hotel Selesa, which was previously known as grand Continental as it was already late. Dad dropped us in the hotel and went off, and on that very moment I started to feel nervous. Soon I began to feel my stomach twitched and I was forced to visit the loo for countless times. I hate the toilet bowl! It looks like it has never been washed for a century! On the one last time, I prayed to God to take away my nervous and give me the strength to do well for my interview. It worked. Soon my tummy felt better and by the time I was called to enter the interview hall, I was already getting more confident.

There’s no need to mention too detail about my interview, cause it was more like JPA kind one. I was in a group of five people, among which I was the only girl and the only Chinese. I guess that was an advantage? So during the interview, the panel seated me in the middle. Introductions, discussion, summarise, and then it ended my interview! As I walked out of the hall, I felt a relief and couldn’t help smiling. Jess said my face looked red. I was smiling and laughing as I told them about the interview, so they assumed that I did really well for it. James and Kim got into the next same group, and I bet both of them did a really well job. I guess they were more like debating than discussing inside there. Blerkz. Oh by the way, after the interview, the person in charge gave us RM50 each! Gosh, I love FELDA! How kind of them! It means we had got more money to shop! Yeah!


When we were back again to New Top Point Hair Academy, I requested my uncle to cut a new short hairstyle for me. I wanted a short one but he didn’t do so. Maybe he had guess that I would regret after cutting it short? But after all, I quite like my new hairstyle. It looked nice after a blow-dry. Later on, uncle even offered to cut a new hairstyle for James! It was free of charge! James must had felt really benefited! He looked much better with the new hairstyle especially with gel on. We even joked that soon there will be girls going after him. LOL. Later on, we had our lunch at the KFC opposite. I should say that Kim is a chilli queen who can finish half of the bottle of sauce at once.


After the meal, we were all tired and lacked of energy. But I insisted that we took a taxi to Jusco Tebrau City. Since we were already in JB, why miss the chance? There we shopped for three hours and I bought a cute singlet from P&CO. Jess bought a green long sleeves shirt while Kim and James went back empty-handed. My feet felt so uncomfortable and painful cause I was wearing my high heel, but I still went on as I couldn’t resist looking at the goods displayed! I was glad that I bought that singlet and went home with no regret. Before going back, we stopped by an eatery shop for my favourite “xue hua bing” (snow frost ice?). We ordered a Blueberry Milk Ice and a Kiwi Yogurt Ice. Jess only ate the ice and refused to mix it with the fruit sauce. What a weirdo! In the end she finished the ice and left me with a big spoon of blueberry sauce X(


We left JB at around 7pm. I was always the first to fall asleep in the car. That night everyone was exhausted. We slept along the journey and did not talk much until we stopped by a restaurant in Yong Peng for dinner. Kim had no guts to eat “tian ji” (frogs) so I got to eat a lot. My favourite part is the legs which are tastier than any other drumsticks! I’m addicted to all the nice food in the world! I just can’t resist any food temptation! I LOVE EATING!

Reached home around 10.45pm. Washed up and dozed off before 12am. Phew!
Things that I purchased:


JPA Review

Finally I’ve got enough time and energy for a new post. This morning I woke up by myself and realized it was nearly 8am. JPA result was released! Frankly, I wasn’t really that excited, thinking that I wouldn’t get it. My performance during the interview wasn’t that impressive, or should I say I did badly? XD But still, God is too kind to me. What a miracle! The first word I saw was “sukacita”, but instead I mistaken it as “dukacita”. Later on, I saw the TAHNIAH, and I was like, OMG OMG! What the. . . Instantly I looked for the country, and realized it was written AMERIKA SYARIKAT there! Gosh! I’m flying to USA!!! God, I still can’t believe it! Being shocked by the happy news, I nearly jumped up from my chair! I told the good news to some friends who were online while waiting for dad and mum to wake up and share my joy. I can hardly believe it until I double checked the webpage myself. The news came too sudden and shocking! For that moment I felt that my breathe nearly stopped. While getting overjoyed by the news, I managed to find out the others who got it too. So far these are the ones:

Jing Ying- Dentistry India
Joo Kim- Medical Poland
Remina- Medical Australia
Hui Chin- Engineering America
Jasmine- Accounting Australia
Poh Lin- Accounting Australia
Thon Lin- Biotechnology Canada

Chong Hao- Engineering Australia
Wee Guan- Engineering Germany
Koon Hua- Engineering America
Chun How- Engineering America

So many of us managed to get it! Is our batch too lucky or something? Although I knew that there would be extra 300 this year, I’d never expect that I would be one of the 1800 recipients! I feel so happy for my friends who got it! Thanks to the coming election, or else we wouldn’t be that fortunate! Kekeke. Wow, I love JPA! Oops, I mean, I don’t exactly love it due to some particular reasons, but I know I should feel grateful for the opportunity it has given me! Now there’s no such need for me to be envious of Lisa cause I will be going there myself for an even longer duration! XD

My JPA Result

Carian untuk : 90082401xxxx

KEPUTUSAN PERMOHONAN BIASISWA PROGRAM IJAZAH LUAR NEGARA (PILN) 2007 JABATAN PERKHIDMATAN AWAM

No Kad Pengenalan 90082401xxxx
Nama Penuh LEE TING XIN
Kursus KEJURUTERAAN
Negara AMERIKA SYARIKAT

TAHNIAH

Sukacita dimaklumkan bahawa saudara/saudari telah berjaya dipilih dan ditawarkan Biasiswa Persekutuan di bawah Program Ijazah Luar Negara 2007.Surat tawaran rasmi akan dihantar kepada saudara/saudari melalui pos setelah Jabatan ini menerima pengesahan penerimaan tawaran daripada saudara/saudari.Sekiranya saudara/saudari menerima tawaran ini, sila sahkan melalui pautan Pengesahan Penerimaan Biasiswa PILN 2007 sebelum jam 11:59 malam 14 Mei 2007. Sebarang rayuan bagi pertukaran Pusat Persediaan, Bidang Pengajian dan Negara Pengajian TIDAK akan dipertimbangkan. Terima kasih.Bahagian Latihan,Jabatan Perkhidmatan Awam,Malaysia.

Pengesahan Penerimaan

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Tuesday, May 8, 2007

BSN Account

Zion was here today to see me off before I leave for Matrik. He was supposed to work today, but requested 1day leave from his boss with a stupid reason. But after all, he was still allowed to take the leave. I had got so much things to settle today that I nearly treated him as my driver. I could see that he was really unhappy. Sorry X( After having breakfast, we went to photocopy my certificates in Chong Ming and later on fetched Kim and James along. Kim and I went to school to cop our certs while Zion and James waited for us at Jess’s house. It took us quite a long time, since Kim had got one whole stack of certificates including those co-co booklet pages which I did not bother to photocopy. By the time we were done and gathered at Jess’s house, it was already late noon. A few minutes or so was wasted as we talked and argued about certain things there. Then, we realized it was already late and. . . poor Zion, he became our driver reluctantly again by fetching James to Toyota service centre to get back his car. If only he was half as kind as Chia Hui? XD

According to yesterday’s plan, I was supposed to bring Jess to Pizza Hut for Deli Wings. Before that, I went to Bank Simpanan Nasional which is located at the same row as Pizza Hut to open a new account. Now I’ve got my bank account book but gotta wait two weeks or so for the ATM card. Unlike usual, the queue wasn’t that long in the bank. I only waited a around 15minutes before getting my turn. Honestly, it was my first time entering a bank, excluding those years back when I followed daddy along as a child without knowing what the banks are meant for. In fact, today I wasn’t sure what I was supposed to do in order to open an account. And worse of all, a straight A’s student was having difficulty filling the form! Gosh, how embarrassing! Kekeke. Luckily Kim was there, so might as well let her fill it for me. Moreover my handwriting sucks! Can be compared to guys’ handwriting. Maybe except Zili’s. Blerkz.


So five of us went to Pizza Hut for a “luxurious” lunch which costs us damn lot, plus there was a 15% service charge. We ordered a Combo Meal that consisted of a regular pizza, two glasses of Pepsi, two bowls of soups and a breadstick. Four pieces of Deli Wings, four pieces of Sweet and Spicy Wings, one large huts platter and one jug of Pepsi. The waitress mistakenly served us with two more soups and Pepsi. Thinking that they might have mistaken our order, we asked her over to confirm about it. Yes, it was a mistake, I thought it should be served FOC then. But instead, she took back the two extra soups (and poured it back?) but forgotten about the Pepsi. Okay, so we managed to get two glasses of free Pepsi! Aiks, should have just shut up about the extra servings huh? XD

Later on, James fetched Kim to buy cake or food or whatever for her colleague since this would be her last day of work. Jess, Zion and I went to Wetex to do our shopping! They left me alone at the shoes shop and went upstairs to the computer shop! How could they! X( I met Wee Ni and Soh Ne along the escalator and said halo to them, but they actually laughed as if I’ve uttered something funny. What the freak? What’s wrong??? LOL. By the way, I was quite sure that they laughed at me but not laughed at their own jokes. Jin Sheng came here when we were still in the computer shop. He waited there for quite long and looked frustrated. Gosh, I’ve never seen him like that before! He looked so scary that I hesitated before trying to talk to him X( Later on, jess followed him to Secret Recipe while I bought some daily products in The Store to be brought along to Tangkak. I wasn’t able to join them cause my stomach was not feeling well and I had to rush back home to “po-po”. Kekeke. I don’t think it was because of the pizza cause Jess and the others didn’t complain about tummy ache or diarrhoea. So I assume it was the Malay food I had for breakfast.


Zion was back at 6.30pm. I wonder when we will able meet again. It could be months and months later.

Anyway, my whole body is aching due to the badminton game we had the other day. That would explain, I’m a lazy girl who hardly ever exercise.

Monday, May 7, 2007

Badminton





9am-11am: Badminton at 99 court.
Me, Joo Kim, Chia Hui, Winston, Jin Sheng, Yaw Theng.
I think the last time I played badminton was three years ago, excluding those kiddo match with my siblings in my garden. My skill is so and so, lousy you might say, kept getting smacked by Kim. What to do? She’s our school representative! I would prefer not to play with her so my self-esteem would not get badly injuredXD I haven’t been panting and sweating so much in ages. It feels good, except I hate the bad ventilation in the court. Gotta get out once in a while to breath in some fresh air. I badly needed OXYGEN!

Just when we reached Nam Kee for “brunch” (breakfast+lunch), I received a call from +603 something, a KL number. It was FELDA Holdings, asking me to attend the interview on this Thursday, 8.45am at Hotel Selesa JB, 9th Floor, Dewan something. Kim and James are selected for the interview too. Hotel Selesa, any idea where it is? It’s early in the morning! It isn’t a good idea to take a two hours plus journey from Muar to JB early on that morning, cause by the time we reach there, we will be all tired and sleepy. We might not reach in time since nobody is familiar with the location. Another option: Stay over at my uncle’s house which is situated at Permas Jaya. I guess it can’t be that far from the hotel huh?

I was kinda excited after being informed about the interview that the moment I reached home, I told mum about everything. Unlike usual, she didn’t seem pleased at all. In fact, she hardly said anything about it, not even when I asked how I’m supposed to go. I guess it was because of dad, who had just extracted his wisdom tooth and therefore laying in the living room like a dying person who gave mum a big trouble having to serve him like a nurse serving a patient. Yes, he does look as if he’s dying. He always behave that way whenever he’s sick. Sometimes he would even blame people for his sickness. WTF? I felt disgusted. Now what? Mum didn’t bother at all about my scholarship interview! She responded coldly to whatever I said. I felt so hurt and disappointed. She stupidly asked what it is for, what do they offer, why don’t you just go for matrik, wait for your JPA, bla. “Mum, it’s a scholarship! I have no reason for not attending the interview! How can I let go this opportunity?” I got so fed up by her that I took my things and ran upstairs. And took a shower to cool down myself. She spoilt my entire mood. But luckily here it is, my blog where I can release all my feelings and emotions, and throw off all my unhappiness, much effective than yelling at anybody who passes by the road.

Am I crazy? I’m actually starting to consider whether to attend the interview. It seems a little troublesome cause I’ve gotta photostat my certificates and bring it to school to be signed by whoever the Guru Kanan is. I’ve gotta cop them myself=.=” Besides, if the interviewers happened to ask anything about FELDA, I will pretty much stunned there, or worse, I might just break down out of embarrassment. I don’t even know the full name for FELDA, I don’t know a shit about the forest or estate or whatever, and shall never care to know. Unless one day they offer me to inherit some big estates that will bring me a million fortune. Ehem, think you’re Paris Hilton? Kekeke.


My two new Baju Kurung^^

My new pencil case from GIRLS! With my Emily and Jack accessories! XD


Sunday, May 6, 2007

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Another Boring Day

Another boring day, eat and sleep and online. But it was slightly different today cause I’ve decided to take out some old books from the closet and started reading. It was then I realized that I used to read a lot on Classical. Garn, aren’t they boring at all? But I guess they really helped to improve my English. I learnt by speaking and reading and once in a while, practise my writing skill which I hated the most! I used to have difficulty completing my essays and always failed to hand in my work in time. I took out a Modern Classical entitled “Sword in the Stone” which I bought years ago but found it too boring, so later on switched to “Great Expectations” by Charles Dickens.

By the way, I can’t believe that the guys went out last night without asking me along. AGAIN. As far as I’m concern, they went to a mamak stall near my old house. There’s no reason for not calling me since I’m already okay with Winston, unless they’re boycotting me. It can’t be right? I’m such a nice person X( I’m not putting the blame on Chia Hui or anybody else, I’m not really desperate for going out, but the point is, they DID NOT ask me along. How sad and disappointing.

I can’t believe I will be leaving for Matrik in one week time! I’ve got so much things to prepare! Most important of all, I haven’t got enough proper clothes! The only clothes I have that I’m allowed to wear to the classes are two new baju kurung and my long sleeves white formal shirt. That’s all. Gosh, I have to get at least two more, so there will be at least five to survive from Monday to Friday! And perhaps repeat wearing the same clothes every week? XD Thanks to those stupid rules set by Matrik. No jeans. No tees. No track bottoms. No sport shoes. No slippers. We’re only allowed to wear long sleeves shirt with collar, long skirts and leather or PVC shoes! I even heard that those going for KMJ (Kolej Matrikulasi Johor) must wear skirts and no slacks are allowed. What the freak? I’m not gonna wear long pencil skirts like old granny!

Things to buy and prepare:
1. Stationary (I wonder who on earth stole all my pens)
2. Photostat Sijil Berhenti
3. Find a witness to sign for my registration stuff (kakitangan kerajaan)
4. One more baju kurung
5. A few long sleeves formal shirt
6. A pair of new contact lenses (Impression one tone. Black!)
7. A pail
8. Washing powder
9. A pair of leather shoes
10. New Pierre Cardin lingerie

Anything else? I’m sure there are many more. But I can’t think of any right now. I need to attend a dentist appointment before leaving to Tangkak! By the way, we’re required to fill in our blood type column in the registration slip. Frankly, I dunno my blood type. Kekeke. I think it’s either A or B, the same as dad’s. He doesn’t know his either. Mum’s blood type is O and she’s quite sure that mine isn’t O. Okay, whatever, but I’m sure that I’m their daughter cause everybody says I inherit their look. (except that I’m much uglier?)

Henley the Superstar


The winner is. . . Henley! I jumped up and shouted! Oh yeah! He has beaten Orange! So happy! Honestly I'm totally impressed by his performance tonight. His skill has improved. Better in singing now, and he looks great on stage! Can hardly find any flawsXD Shuai! Handsome! Cool! Wow. *faint* He's gonna receive RM10, 000 and Shu Eumura products that costs RM2000 and a 5days 4night trip to Queensland! So envy of him! But I think he deserves it after all the hard work. We shall wait for his debut CD since he's gonna sign a paper contract for that. Woohoo! XD

Saturday, May 5, 2007

Pizza, No Wing X(

I’ve finally brought myself to wake up early, although not so early XD The alarm rang twice, at 8.10am and 8.20am. Time to wake up and get ready for lunch with the usual gang! I had no reason to be absent since I was the one who invited them last night. Laze for a while, then woke up reluctantly only to realize that it was already 8.55am! Sheesh. I’m late! I called CHui and he said he was gonna fetch me NOW. A little while more please! I hadn’t even bath! Kekeke. So this morning there were Chia Hui, Winston, Jin Sheng, Yee Kiat and me. Winston’s and Yee Kiat’s hair are short! Not quite used to seeing their hair this way. Form6 starts on 14May if not mistaken. Good luck to Yee Kiat! He’s gonna have a really really tough time! The guys had been complaining about feeling hot with their long hair and the uneasiness while sleeping. Imagine we girls have got our long long hair for decades, it doesn’t feel that bad after all. Jin Sheng and I ordered Laksa while Chia Hui and Winston had white rice and a bowl of pork soup or whatever. Yikes. Yee Kiat is worst. He ate the food that I dread the most- Kue Zap!!! Pig intestines sort of food. I can’t stand the smell! I wonder how people actually eat them, those intestines of poor stinky piggy. Disgusto X(

Haven’t eaten pizza for a long time, not until this afternoon. Gosh, Yong Chin took half an hour to find my house even though I had explained really clearly to him! He blamed me for staying at “sua ba”, like who’s the one who deserves to be labelled as “ba kou ren”? LOL. I was starving! By the time he reached, it was already 2pm. Since it was his treat, I chose Pizza Hut. Smart eh? I thought I would have the chance to eat my favourite Deli Wings, but who knows? “Sorry, no wing today.” Not even hut platter! Why am I so unlucky? Disappointed X( Never mind, we should stick to Pizza. Oh, a regular one. I asked for another meat ball bolognaise. Pepsi. Mushroom soup. Yeah. I assumed he could finish. Kekeke. But he said he was gonna play basketball later on, so better not eat so much. What the freak? Doesn’t matter, we still managed to finish every bit in the end. I grabbed his phone and check whether there’s ehemm, whatever thingy you should knowXD~ He admitted that there is, and he thinks it’s perfectly normal. Good, I like that attitude! Unlike some people who dare to keep but dare not admit. Blerkz. There are 6, 7 or so. What do you think? I did not open them and watch k! In case somebody passed by and wow wow. LOL. Isaac and Jason (two cute brothers) came in just when we were ready to go. Uh oh, misunderstood dy. By the way, Yong Chin's parking skill really sucks! So glad that I was able to come hme safely!


Finally I bought Baju Kurung at the stalls next to High School Muar. One blue, one red, each RM40 and RM50 after discount. Quite cheap right? The red one is kinda revealing, so I gotta wear a tube or something inside, in case I get caught by some old fashion close-minded conservative Malay authority in Matrik. I don’t really care if you can see my bra or something, I used to wear it just like that in Convent. There’s so much to be done! I haven’t buy necessary clothes, haven’t find myself a leather shoes, haven’t fill the registration stuff, haven’t open a Bank Simpanan Nasional account and most important of all, I’m not exactly mentally prepared. To think that I’m gonna have to leave my comfortable room in less than two weeks time. Bid farewell to my cosy bed. I can only come back to Muar once in every two weeks! That sucks! I’ve gotta share toom with three other people (who knows what sorta people). Bla Bla. What to do? I wouldn’t want to get myself in deep trouble by taking Form6! Blerkz.















Dad looked like a Chinese Vampire with the thing on top of his head. Mum and I laughed our asses off without his knowingXD

Friday, May 4, 2007

Guys Are Mean

I don't like guys X(

.:Kv!n:.Simply 8 says:
wear until so pretty oso wan boys look

Would you believe if I say says:
put tis nick oso wan boy go tok bout her mah

I don't give a damn whether guys would ever look at me or talk about me!

Fed up !@#$%^&*

Watson Sales!


Dad asked me out to help in the shop cause his salesgirl is sick (ya right, always sick). And guess what, I found a Watson advertisement brochure in the shop! OMG OMG there's sales in Watson!!! Great discount for all kinda stuff including my ZA Cutiecurl Marcara! It's RM19.90 now! XD Maybeline Auto Eyeliner- RM14.90! And lipgloss, eye shadow and everything! My eyeliner just finished yesterday. I shall stick to Silkygirl's instead of Maybeline's, since Maybeline black liner was out of stockX( Oh, there are some cute boxers for girls which costs RM10.90 each! I was broke, so didn't manage to purchase it X( Is somebody willing to buy it for me? Kekeke. Oh, I just couldn't resist!

Thursday, May 3, 2007

Spiderman-3

I tried to call the cinema for thousand times but nobody pick up the phone! So I assumed that the schedule should be no difference from normal day, as in 1pm, 3pm, 5pm and so on. So we reached there at 2.45pm, only to discovered that it was showing at 2.30pm, and the next would be 4pm! Too bad. We spent our one hour at Delikateza then. Oh ya, there were me, Jin Sheng and Yaw Theng. So it was a threesome? XD

The movie ended at around 6.10pm. So it was two and a half hours huh? We felt like we had been sitting there for a really long time! Gosh, our butts. . . Kekeke. Jin Sheng said he actually nearly fell asleep! Imagine how Spidey would feel if he hears that X( Honestly I think it's a nice movie. Heart throbbing! Exciting! Kirsten Dunst a.k.a. M.J. looks pretty in the show. I like her better than Gwen! Blerkz. Anyway, I think it's a must-watch! Don't miss it! XD

10Qs

This is a little quizzy about me. Just like the one in Zili’s blog. I find it kinda funXD

1. Who is my first boyfriend?
A) Joshua
B) Chris
C) Andrew
D) Zion

2. Who is my first love?
A) Joshua
B) Chris
C) Andrew
D) Zion

3. Who have I known for the longest?
A) Jol Wee
B) Hui Yi
C) Jessica
D) Jasmine

4. What is the brand of my lingerie?
A) Triumph
B) Pierre Cardin
C) Yobo
D) La Senza

5. What did I get for my 1119?
A) A1
B) A2
C) B3
D) B4

6. What is the brand of my glasses?
A) Bonia
B) Playboy
C) A/X
D) Levi’s

7. I’ve used all the following lipgloss, except
A) Silkygirl
B) Sasa
C) Mentholatum
D) Fasio

8. My favourite brand of mascara:
A) Maybeline
B) ZA
C) Silkygirl
D) Loreal

9. My favourite magazine:
A) CLEO
B) Seventeen
C) Yeah!
D) Bella

10. My favourite café:
A) Delikateza
B) White & Blue
C) Uncle Sam’s
D) PP

Kindly post your answer via comment and don't forget to indicate who you are! Kekeke.

Wednesday, May 2, 2007

Labour Day

Happy Labour Day! This year, Wesak’s Day happened to be on the same day, so 2nd of May is announced as public holiday too! Which means, we don’t have to go to school! Oops, as if it makes any difference for meXD Spiderman3 started showing in the theatre yesterday. As far as I’m concern, my friends (yea, the usual gang) went for the midnight show. It was very kind of them for not inviting me. No, it doesn’t matter that I’ve missed the first day showing of Spidey, but the point is, they DID NOT ask me along. So I shall catch it up later with some other friends though I'm too lazy to go to the cinema. Too bad I can't watch it with Jess since she's following meng Hong back to KL. How sadX(

Happy Birthday to Li Ling and Happy Belated Birthday to Joanne! I hadn’t met both of them for quite some time, not until last night when Jess and I had a small gathering with them in Uncle Sam’s Café. It seems that both of them have changed their hairstyle. Suddenly, I had an urge to change my hairstyle, to cut it short perhaps. But come to think of the consequences, I might look even UGLIER than now; the guys are gonna sneer at me more often; the girls will lie to me that I LOOK NICE eventhough deep down in heart they think it’s ugly! Oh no! After second thought, I’ve decided to keep my long hair, although I’m quite
attracted to Carol’s mushroom hair which looks resembles the girl in Mr. Bean’s Holiday.
Special drink with carrot, cucumber, tomato, lettuce and chili sauce!
Give it a try? XD

I felt happy to be able to meet Joanne who is currently studying in Perak (KUiTM I suppose). Jess had taken over the conversation for the last night cause she has got abundant of questions regarding Wee Guan, the new guy who had a crush on Joanne(Guan’s rival), Joel(Jess’s old flame who will very likely go after Joanne according to Jess) blabla. . . Okay, maybe I’m sprouting nonsenseXD I’m glad that Joanne and Wee Guan’s relationship is still going on. Honestly, I think they’re really compatible. It’s unlike those i-love-u-u-love-me-every-second kinda relationship, but a really strong and lasting one(I guess). You wouldn’t know how much I envy them. He was gonna sing her a birthday song! Wow. Wow. So sweeeeeeeeeeet!!! As for the new guy, apparently I have no idea who he is and how he looks like. Jess thinks he’s a no-no just because he just came back from NS and is bald. Later on, she added that her own boyfriend is not necessary have to be good looking. Ehemm, okay, that’s really new for me! Kekeke.



By the way, Jess showed me Joel’s picture in the newspaper yesterday. So he managed to get Bank Negara scholarship and is most probably heading to London after 2years or so, with tuition fees and other expenses fully covered! OMG. OMG. How did you do that, Joel? I think some people especially BaHua might be interested to take a look at his blog. His articles on high achievers thingy and things that I don’t quiet half understand, maybe a so called Top Student’s Blog=)

http://joelchong.blogspot.com/