Sunday, October 28, 2007

It's My Fault

It’s a shame that I had ever written such thing about that down syndrome girl. Ever since that day I’ve been feeling so bad of myself, especially after I read all the comments. Gee. I’m emotionally disturbed. I can hardly sleep. I feel sick thinking about it when I eat. (about that post, not that shit) I can assure you that I had no intention to humiliate or insult any party. Take into consideration that I typed the whole lousy thing in a furious stage. Wasn’t exactly angry with her, just upset that my bag stunk badly. Was just in a bad mood. I know that isn’t an excuse for me writing all that stuff in my blog. I even feel so bad for complaining to that poor woman about such thing. So immature. So naïve. Garn, I feel ashamed of myself! Sometimes I’m just so lost. Gotta figure out what went wrong in my head. I guess your comments helped? Whatever it is, it’s my fault alright?

Anyway, Blogger hasn’t been working well these few days and I can hardly upload any photos. This time I think many people are gonna gimme double smack on my head cause I’ve promised not to post anything yet there’re already 2updates=P

Did I not mention that it’s our exam week?! We had our 1st paper, Theology yesterday. I dunno, sometimes it seems that the questions are easy, but when you get back the paper, you don’t even score well! Is it so difficult to even get an A-? I’ve heard seniors telling us how well they scored last year. I’ve already so badly in my Mid Term. I totally screwed up my Math and Reading! Mum has been reminding me that I gotta study hard, do well, score good grades, go to US, blabla. Oh ya, she even reminded me not to keep online and chatting with that someone. Jeez, she thinks I’m in love with that someone and I was like, “I chat with him only like once in every 2weeks k!” Wtfreak. She’s so scared that I will fall in love and indulge in all that dating lovey dovey thingy. Nah, not anymore. I assured her by saying that that I will never get to find any suitable partner here.

OMG have you bought CLEO November Edition??? There’s this pass for CLEO Fashion Awards at Zouk Club KL! It’s for 21 years old and above. Obviously I can’t go! I was so excited until I saw the terms and conditions! There’re also many contests giving up freebies for the first few readers to submit their entries. I’ve given up hope for that since I don’t even know where the nearest post office I can find is. Gawd, it sucks having to give up on those freebies! They’re even giving out HUGO XX XY! There’s this buy 1 free 1 HUGO for the first 50 readers to show up at KLCC. I’m thinking of getting dad and mum each. They’re gonna love it! XD Go get your CLEO now and find out more details!

Meanwhile I’ve got my Australia auntie’s email. Have to contact her to see if she’s free at anytime cause I’m planning a trip to Sydney! Gawd, if this plan is gonna work, it will be my 1st time travelling so far, and not to mention, travelling on my own! I have a few people telling me how badly it sucks having to travel alone. Gimme some suggestions? Gosh, I have exam to study and I shouldn’t get too excited over the whole Sydney trip plan! Study study! Ciaoz!

25 comments:

Seizhin said...

Dont you think that it's a good to see the little girl and her Mother to apology for your behaviour? :))

Take a picture of them as well maybe?

Your choice, who knows it'll bring a really outstanding effect to your readers as well dear.

Kate said...

i don't get what u mean. good to see? take a picture???

i guess ck was right. i sud juz delete the whole thing since it's not doing me any good. the reason of me not deleting it earlier is, oh well, it was already posted and read. wouldn't you ask, what's the use of deleting it?

forget it=)

Anonymous said...

well, there's an old saying goes, when we are angry, don't act. when we act, don't be angry.

it's just because we tend to do stupid stuff when we are angry.

Anonymous said...

Good for you. Your lastest blog sounds FARRR more polite than your previous blog. There's improvement. I am a little bit positive about you. Love kate, my friend said. XD

Anonymous said...

I guess I had met everyone..til I saw this blog.

Holy crap youre so full of yourself, dont you know that youre not even close of being bitchy?

Seriously, get a life.

Damn wasted few seconds of my life typing this.Not worth it, but I guess you should know.

Anonymous said...

u cud write a whole entry abt that girl but just a short paragraph to apologize? sorry, doesnt work for me.

Yuinyi said...

hey ppl, give her a break. I am not saying what she did was right but she already apologised and saw her mistake. As the second anonymous said, it is an improvement..

cheer up people!

Nick said...

what u guys expect from a 17 yrs old girl? she s growing n learning. She apologised and admit her mistake. Just forget it lar..

Gila Babi & Snow White said...

aiyo ... it's ok la..

you were just furious ma ..

Kate said...

yea i like the old saying =)

Kate said...

hey it won't stop juz yet. i mean, there'll be further improvement! XD

tell your friend "love you too!" LOL

Kate said...

bitchy or not bitchy. it's your opinion.

dun waste your time in copykate blogspot. seriously, get a life! =P

Kate said...

so u expect me to write a long long paragraph to show my guilty and my sincerity? sorry, that's your expectation. it's okay if this doesn't work for you. i can't possibly make everyone happy=)

Kate said...

anyway, hey joelyn! XD

Kate said...

nick the "big bro" always treat me like a little girl.

but i want to be 16 years old! X(

Kate said...

piggy i guess u know how i feel =)

Anonymous said...

guess you are the one without life.

that's why we see you coming out with such an insulting and stupid post.

just forgive her, she have no life that she had to write such a post to attract ppl's attention on her and perhaps gain more fame to let everyone in her 'shit-hole' know her.

attention simply make her feel better of her miserable self !

Yuinyi said...

hey back kate! =P

Kate said...

"just forgive me, i have no life and i have to post such thing to attract this anonymous's attention X( "

does tat sound satisfying to u?

and i guess i've succeeded in attracting u to my site, even to my comment box?

LOL. chill=)

MachaBoy said...

Wat is the discussion topic about actually? Wat down syndrome?

mrbherng said...

Traveling alone is not that bad. Had done umpteen trips alone. You get to see the things you love for a much greater duration and skip things that you dread. Just do a little of homework before heading out and be a little weary of your surrounding. Traveling alone is not that bad.

Anonymous said...

wait til you travel alone in a country where none of them speak english. now that's fun.

Kate said...

macha i thought u know? nvm then, the story is over. and u dun hv to know =P

Kate said...

hmm, it can't be bad for sure. sometimes i actually enjoy being alone. can always read a book or smth, or even hook up with the flight attendant when i'm bored? XD aisle seat or window seat?

Kate said...

aww i dun think i will even go to a place where nobody speaks english! that'll be disaster! X(

since i'm going to australia, no worries! XD